all i want for christmas

i'm so annoyed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but what to do, what to do? i miss NJ days. things were so much simpler, and everything was funnier. i need funnier days.
the christmas market has started in Heidelberg! the entire city is super gorgeous and smells so goood!!!! waffles and crepes and lebkuchen and gluehwein. and ice-skating in front of the church and carousels. i love carousels. its the lights, the fact that the world spins around you and how everything is blur. but i feel so happy going on carousels. haha.